why why why !

why i feel sad suddenly ? why i'm sadness very much? why i feel so dissapointed with you? with everybody's . i wanna crying :'( ! i am tired . tired to understand you guys ! but you guys never try to understand me ! what this stupid Idiot situation?  why me ? why im the choosen one? I love you guys a lots . but see? I din't tell you guys bout this, you see like i am happy, but inside my heart? you don't know anything RIGHT !! only god know bout it. and i am tired ! nobody's care i know , :'( I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW ! i never ask you guys to change, but why you guys ? :'(( Arghhh ! im blank, im Blurr~ nobody's know huh? shitto! IM DOWN ! :'((  . i miss the old of you, missing the old of you :'( ! missing you badly . I do do feel, i do do need, miss you much :'( especially you capital S :'(( . k daaaa~ this post will be the last Mybe . IM VERY DOWN :'(( CRYING MORE AND MORE . NOBODY'S UNDERSTAND. NOBODY KNOW. I KNOW IM A BAD PERSON ! . . that all i will say, i don't know how to say and what to say, i am tired . im tired im tired with all , im tired with this situation, im tired with this FAKE person, you make mylife suck, you make me suffer ! you make me feel like i am Dying ! you make me down, you light up mylife and i need you very much. Do you do what you did when you did with me? DON'T EVER LIE TO ME. please everybody, i am tired *Fake smile again :')))) im sorry if my english so bad. but i am trying now . wish me luck all , i wish im HAPPY ! Assalamualaikum.